Allergic to my home

Gosh this sucks. To have such a strong aversion to your own home! So I have been spending about 4 days out of the week at my moms house. I sleep there and everything. Our apartment has just been making me way way too sick. I can't stand the smell of the place. Even when it has just been cleaned. The craziest part is that i'm gagging just typing about it! I can't even talk about my apartment without gagging! WTF?!! I mean every one tells me they have had 1 thing that they really couldn't stand during the "morning sickness" stage. I guess for me that 1 thing is our apartment.

Well, I actually have 2 things. Refridgerators. I can't open a fridge without throwing up. Not sure what it is. Maybe all the smells.....or the food. I just can't. So being alone is very hard for me right now. I can barely feed myself. I mean how ridiculous is this!?!?! Sometimes I feel ashamed. I feel so bad for G because he basically has to take care of me and make all my meals. Poor guy. I feel so handicap. Seriously praying this only last 1 more week. PLEASE!